Heavenly Ride !

A ride on a horse or a ride on an elephant can make a child excited. But, a heavenly ride with the most special one can make me excited ! This, "HEAVENLY RIDE" has driven me crazy and evidently, I'm reaching skies and jumping high in the air.

Why is this "HEAVENLY" ride so very special to me?? How come I'm calling this ride, a "HEAVENLY" ride??

Here, is my answer !

Do you think, a ride with the most special one, in one silvery object with seats in it, be called a heavely ride?? Ok!! Ok!! Let you not rattle your brain too much ! Yes, I'm previliged to call the ride on this silvery object, a "heavenly ride". The word silvery object may sound unfamiliar, and let me now tell you what is ! It is nothing but a car !! A heavenly ride with the most special one in a car, is obviously fantastic and capricious.

Being with the most special one in a calm, cool and pleasant surrounding might give a heavenly feeling. Just like that, going for a ride with the most special one in a car gives a "super-heavenly" feeling ! This "super-heavenly" ride has made me overwhelmed with happiness and joy.

This one-hour ride is indeed, very heavenly to me, because, I couldn't hear or see the things happening around me. Rather, I could only hear the words spoken to me by him and I could only see his hands control the steering wheel and his legs control the brakes. Though, the one-armed hug that I gave him was awkward, he still managed to wear a smile on his face ! That was very magnanimous on his part and this in turn made me wear the world's biggest smile on my face. My joy knew no bounds and no doubt, I was the happiest creature ever on earth !

All happy incidents have a sad ending. Yes, the most happiest moment of my life flew away, at the wink of an eye, leaving behind the sweetest memories to linger in my heart forever !

Can't I rewind the days back?

Can't I get the one-hour heavenly ride back?

Wish, I had the control over the rewind, forward and erase keys of my life ....

Love

LOVE- is a conflicting topic. According to me, I can say, falling in love is a sin, and is indisputable that love is the worst thing ever. Love at first sight, may sound interesting. A guy looks at a girl, gets attracted towards her, roams behind her, lolling out his tongue and once for all, convinces her. Now, the girl falls for him, loves him madly, they date and things go on...But do you think, this will last forever?? Definitely not ! Atlast, the guy ditches the girl and the girl ditches the guy. How many of you deny this fact?? Guess, I am not wrong, yes I am infallibly correct.

I've heard a million stories of this kind and I've even convinced those, who tell me..."HE LEFT ME !!"....

"Love is entire PAIN...Love is complete PAIN"

Love in films are quite enjoyable but when it comes to true life, there is not one but innumerable problems to be faced. Its better to be single, than to be cursed.

<Dedicated to my friends who suffered from this incurable curse and wishing all success to those who are in love ! >

But, I am blessed with a boon..blessed with the most adorable boon on earth...yes, I am blessed  with the boon of his love. Why should I speak about "that" incurable curse and now about "this" boon. I speak about "this" boon, because I am gladdened with something inestimable. His love for me is different, yet, true.

This love is called 'DEARNESS'

This love is called 'FONDNESS'

This love is called 'KINDNESS'

This love is called 'TENDERNESS'

This love is called 'SWEETNESS'

This love makes the WHOLENESS of me !

"Wherever, you are, your love for me means a lot to me and will ever be treasured in my heart ! "

NiLa

N-I-L-A is one Naughty cum Intelligent Little Angel. Hey everyone, don't imagine about something else when you read the word Angel. I am proud enough to call my cute little pussy as angel. She is one in a million who is undoubtedly the most lovable priced possession  on earth. With a silver ring dangling on her head, and with her catchy radium green eyes and coal black eye balls, she looks simply marvellous. Her pale pink nose twitches in the most beautiful way whenever she gazes at me. Her milk white and mustard tinted fur adds to her beauty.

The pink and white bow tied around her neck makes her even more charming. She is also decked with a gauzed pink and white basket in the most careful manner which is another best feature of her's. Why should she be decked with a pink and white coloured gauze? Should I tell the answer? Yes, she is a little doll decked in a basket (Yet, she has life in her, yes, she lives with me everyday).

Born on 8th October, 2011 after 8 pm, she is just three days old, as of now. Yet, she has become so very close to me and I LOVE HER LOADS. This three days old baby pussy was gifted to me by the most affectionate person in this universe and Nila has now become a part and parcel of my life. It seems she has become my best friend and yes, she has become my soulmate. I am sharing all my feelings, emotions and pleasure with her just the way I share it with that most affectionate person. Sharing my feelings, emotions and pleasure with a doll may sound foolish for all of you, but I love her and I love telling her everything just because she was gifted to me by the most affectionate person.

Yes Nila, I love you a MILLION 
                               TRILLION
                               COUNTLESS times !!!!! And, I promise you that I'll treasure you till the last breath of mine.

< A kind request to everyone here, please call her Nila and not just doll > 

Study Time

All is well, until the day of examination. Exams are the worst part of life and evidently, anyone would hate exams. Adding to this, is the study time. Killing the study time becomes even more crucial. But now, it seems, I am loving exams. I know, my friends would masscare me on reading this. My dear friends, you all have to excuse me for this.

Yes, I am loving exams and I am loving the study time even more because you are with me. Though, you are far away, you have always been by my side as a pillar of strength. You have sacrificed your sleep just to keep me awake while I study. You have withstood all my tortures and torments because you wanted me to study.

It seems, I study faster, when you are with me.

It seems, I study better, when you are with me.

It seems, I understand better, when you are with me.

It seems, I imbibe more knowledge, when you are with me.

It seems, I study thoroughly, when you are with me.

It seems, I am LOVING the study time, as you are with me. 

Smile

A smile is a simple curve that can set problems straight - is a famous saying. I would like to rewrite the saying as 'YOUR smile is a simple curve that can set MY problems straight'. Your vivid smile makes me spellbound and yes, it makes me blush. This fascinating smile of yours is obviously magical and you all might wonder, what is so special about this smile. It would be benevolent on my part to let you all know the ingredients of this peculiar smile.

This elegant smile contains equal proportions of

Attraction

Bliss

Charm

Divinity

Enticement

Fascination

Glory

Happiness

Inspiration

Joy

Kindliness

Love

Merriment

Nobleness

Orginality

Passion

Quintessence

Ravishment

Spirit

Tenderness

Ubiquitousness
Vivacity

Witchery

Zeal

A proper mixture of these ingredients is the secret of  'SMILE' - Hey you ! , guess I am not wrong....

Yes, your unadultrated smile makes me cheerful, makes me say 'CHEESE', and yes ofcourse makes me forget my problems.

A friend in need is a friend indeed ......

One  trustworthy friend is equal to a million dollars. Now, this word trustworthy reminds me about the dear friend of my beloved one. Let me call the dear friend as "Mr.H". Though,  I've only spoken a word or two to Mr.H, I can say something, he is such an amazing person.

He is the best example for my title- " A friend in need is a friend indeed ".  Don't think I am speaking something irrelevant  or don't think I am beating around the bush.

Everytime, my beloved one tells me about Mr.H, I really wonder, "Wow, He is amazing !! " . Mr.H, don't think I am flattering you. Each and every word in this book is true, 100 % true. 

Mr.H, you've always been a moral support to my beloved one. Its my utmost pleasure to thank you immensely for this reason.

I remember the day when my beloved one cried to you... and it was you who wholly understood my beloved one's feelings and emotions. I know, I wasn't by his side to console him- I know, this is too lame and stupid on my part. But, you were a pillar of support <on my behalf> who consoled him .... not putting him down. I need to thank you again for this reason.

I know, this word "THANKS", can't make up everything, but on my beloved one's and on my behalf, I would like to tell you something...

 We are GRATEFUL to you lifelong.  

Tear

T-E-A-R - is the most powerful thing ever which can even melt a hard heart. Why should I now speak about tear ?? When this tear is powerful enough to melt a hard heart, I am sure, it had obviously touched my heart also.

You shed tears for me, because I am important to you. Each tear of yours is precious, valuable and adorable. I had made you cry for more than a million times, and this shows how rude I am and how selfish I am.

There is no use in abusing myselves, because I make you cry everytime. I know, I am responsible  for all the pain. Each tear of yours is indeed very priceless. You tell me  every time, " I cry for you...I can cry only for those who are close to my heart ". I treasure you, because you are equally important to me  and because I know the deepest meaning of each tear of yours.

I can't be rude any more.

I can't let you shed tears any more.

I can't hurt you any more.

I can't let you cry any more , though you say, you are happy to cry for me.

I want you to be cheerful and happy. I want you to be back to normal  and I want the good old enthusiastic one back.

WILL YOU DO THIS JUST FOR MY SAKE ??

Why ??

What the heck ?? Why the hell should I cry ?? Why the hell should I bother ?? Why the hell should I behave like this ?? Why the hell should I react so dumb ?? Why the hell should I bother again ?? Why the hell should I behave abnormally ??

Yes, I need to bother because, I can't leave You.

Yes, I need to cry because, I can't forget You.

Yes, I have to react this way  because, You are Mine.

Yes, I must behave abnormally because, I am too possessive.

I just don't bother even if you hate me after reading this.

No, I know, you won't hate me.

Just Because ...... !!

Let me start off this way...You are my dearest, utmost dearest one on earth. You are very special , precious and dear to me. People out here...who read this might find some sort of connection between Trust, Pain and Just Because...Yes, I am writing all these, just because I treasure you.

17th September, 2011 was a very important and unforgettable day in my life. Yes, you came all the way long from home to see me after a month's time, just because , you adore me and I adore you. You have shed tears for me, just because, you miss me. Just because you trust me, you adore me, you miss me, I can say one thing - "You are my LIFE !" . There is always a softcorner for you and no one else can replace your place in my heart.

You always render your shoulders to me when I cry just because you always want me to smile

You are always there for me to wipe my tears, just because you like me million times.

You laugh along with me, just because, you want me to be happy.

You smile at my bad jokes, just because, you don't want to put me down.

You always encourage me, just because, you want to keep my spirits high.

Just because, you do everything for me and just because, you are there for me, I am for sure on CLOUD NINE.

JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE THERE FOR ME......   

Pain

Life is not a bed of roses always !  Life is a mixture of 50 % happiness and 50 % pain-   so is mine ....Now, "PAIN" - this word tempts me to write something for the sake of my beloved one whom I've hurt so much. It would be much better to ask you write down the pain I've given you rather than me writing it down.

The pain, I've given you was too much. But you've always been broad minded to accept my apology and sorry. I know, I am very rude, mean and selfish, not bothering about the pain I give you everytime. All I can do now is, just say SORRY for all the pain I've given you.

Ok!! now, let us come to a deal. I've given you pain and now its your turn to give me the same amount of pain, the same equal share of pain I've given you...Please don't say NO....

WILL YOU ??

Trust

OK!! Now, you may wonder, why I mention about TRUST.Yes, I trust you,very deeply and vey very deeply.I trust you whole heartedly from the bottom of my heart.You've always always been my BOSOM FRIEND, knowing all my wishes, emotions, pain and what more ?? ...To tell frankly, you are my SOUL.

Now, I should tell about those who betrayed me greatly in school.There is not one but more than one, who stabbed my heart very badly.It was then, I learnt what BETRAYAL is....what it really means.

It was at that time, I met you, as sweet as honey, whose character can never equal anyone else's. It was then, I learnt what TRUST is...what it really means.Each littlest thing, you've done for me has made me trust you this much.

My trust for you is as vast as the skies, as wide as the galaxies, as deep as the oceans and as big as the earth.

Something made me get closer to you. May be, this is what is called as FATE - connecting two different people of no relation, together and finally, this fate has made me feel that you are my everything. This, fate has brought you and me closer, very closer and now "FATE" has no right to separate us.

FATE-TRUST....FATE-TRUST....FATE-TRUST

Don't think I am repeating the same words so many times. This fate has made me trust you infinite times-Undoubtedly, I trust you more than myselves.

May be this is what is called as Life's Game.

May be this is what is called as Fate.

May be this is what is called as Something Precious.

May be this is what is called as a Relationship bigger than Friendship.

May be this is what my Life is made of !

You ??

The Everything !

"THE EVERYTHING" - sounds unusual right! This, "THE EVERYTHING" makes up my world. "THE EVERYTHING" has satisfied all my wishes, my needs, and each and every singlest thing in my life.To tell in short, I can call "THE EVERYTHING" as my treasure and sweetest gift on earth.

Gifted with the world's awesome gift on earth, I am undoubtedly the luckiest one in this whole universe.I bet, no one else is as lucky as me, as happy as me, and as cheerful as me.

I know, the words lucky, happy, cheerful may give the same meaning, but still, I must tell it in three different ways just because, I am the happiest  <happiest power infinity> one on earth. "THE EVERYTHING" has given me all the things I wanted in life.

 

May be, they are called the "GOD" or they are a form of "GOD" on earth gifted to the most yearning creature on earth- Yes, they are my "PARENTS" ......  

Dedicated to...

A kick start...All of a sudden,just like magic...I'm overwhelmed, may be a sort of mixed feeling...yet something bothers me and here I go...to pen down my words, feelings, emotions, pain, happiness and what more ??!!???...

A book of thoughts, anxiety,friendship,care, affection etc etc.....may be its not just mere words or anyother stuff...but a property to be preserved life long....

Guess, I've to start right from the beginning...writing a diary is not just penning down lifeless words, but now I am forced by my inner senses to write something for the sake of my beloved ones who love me, who care for me and who adore me.

Dedicated to all my dearest,utmost dearest ones whom I treasure in life.....