Why ??

What the heck ?? Why the hell should I cry ?? Why the hell should I bother ?? Why the hell should I behave like this ?? Why the hell should I react so dumb ?? Why the hell should I bother again ?? Why the hell should I behave abnormally ??

Yes, I need to bother because, I can't leave You.

Yes, I need to cry because, I can't forget You.

Yes, I have to react this way  because, You are Mine.

Yes, I must behave abnormally because, I am too possessive.

I just don't bother even if you hate me after reading this.

No, I know, you won't hate me.